not sure what to do.

Assalamualaikum.

Hello again.
Well, in this post, it's all about me.
Self-centered person. LOL.
No no, I'm not that kind of person.
Just a guy, with nothing special, but hopefully to be different than others in some aspects of life.
But hey, everybody said there's always something special in yourself.

Lately, I'm having conflicts and problems, slowly it fades away.
I have to. Must. Force. No other options.
But the biggest problem is, how to deal with my life after GMi.
Working is of course a must.
Study is an option. But nowadays, a person with a diploma can't get at least a good job.
I was told that having at least a degree would help with get jobs.
Should I go abroad ? I'm thinking Australia or Liverpool.
My dad agrees with me. But my mom, no.
Didn't say no,but the way she explained it to me, yeah she means no.
But since it's one of my dreams, if I have the chance, I would go.
IF I can get any scholarship. I hope so.
Maybe at this point, I'm gonna learn a lot more about life and hard decisions.
Well, writing it here won't help me decide, but it helps me re-think everything.
Thank you again blog. :)

ariff.

song i'm forced to hear everyday.

Assalamualaikum.

Ever since the start of this semester, my ears are forced to hear my skilled roomate playing guitar with his "lovely" voice. Haha.

And everyday, I would hear this song and it kinda grows on me. But I've heard of it since I was at school and like it.

Hearing it now just makes me feel sad since I can understand it quite well compared to when I was at school. Not really sad, just it made me thinking about my whole life, over and over again. :')

Just wanna say thanks to him.

"Bring It On Back" by Jet.

Is it OK if I don't make it?
Is it OK if I don't come around?
The light is fading and the sun has gone down
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back

Where's the day that never ended?
Tell me when it's time to open up my eyes
Light the morning with the sun in the rise
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring all back
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

When all that you see
Is much more than you have
I will Bring it on back, Bring it on back, Bring it on back

You wont know me 'till you need me
But I wont let you down so open up your eyes
The day is done the sun has set in the sky
Be on your way the sun has set in the sky
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

When all that you see
Is much more than you have
I will Bring it on back, Bring it on back, Bring it on back

Just because your eyes are open
Doesn't mean you can see
So where do we go?
Well, that's between you and me

ariff.