not sure what to do.

Assalamualaikum.

Hello again.
Well, in this post, it's all about me.
Self-centered person. LOL.
No no, I'm not that kind of person.
Just a guy, with nothing special, but hopefully to be different than others in some aspects of life.
But hey, everybody said there's always something special in yourself.

Lately, I'm having conflicts and problems, slowly it fades away.
I have to. Must. Force. No other options.
But the biggest problem is, how to deal with my life after GMi.
Working is of course a must.
Study is an option. But nowadays, a person with a diploma can't get at least a good job.
I was told that having at least a degree would help with get jobs.
Should I go abroad ? I'm thinking Australia or Liverpool.
My dad agrees with me. But my mom, no.
Didn't say no,but the way she explained it to me, yeah she means no.
But since it's one of my dreams, if I have the chance, I would go.
IF I can get any scholarship. I hope so.
Maybe at this point, I'm gonna learn a lot more about life and hard decisions.
Well, writing it here won't help me decide, but it helps me re-think everything.
Thank you again blog. :)

ariff.

song i'm forced to hear everyday.

Assalamualaikum.

Ever since the start of this semester, my ears are forced to hear my skilled roomate playing guitar with his "lovely" voice. Haha.

And everyday, I would hear this song and it kinda grows on me. But I've heard of it since I was at school and like it.

Hearing it now just makes me feel sad since I can understand it quite well compared to when I was at school. Not really sad, just it made me thinking about my whole life, over and over again. :')

Just wanna say thanks to him.

"Bring It On Back" by Jet.

Is it OK if I don't make it?
Is it OK if I don't come around?
The light is fading and the sun has gone down
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back

Where's the day that never ended?
Tell me when it's time to open up my eyes
Light the morning with the sun in the rise
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring all back
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

When all that you see
Is much more than you have
I will Bring it on back, Bring it on back, Bring it on back

You wont know me 'till you need me
But I wont let you down so open up your eyes
The day is done the sun has set in the sky
Be on your way the sun has set in the sky
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back
Bring it all back, Bring it all back, Bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

When all that you see
Is much more than you have
I will Bring it on back, Bring it on back, Bring it on back

Just because your eyes are open
Doesn't mean you can see
So where do we go?
Well, that's between you and me

ariff.

lets start over.

Assalamualaikum. :)

Well, I'm thinking of starting over this blog since I've got some free time from now on. 

*Not the only reason why I start over. :)*

For those who never know who I was, okay, I'll make an introduction. Just a bit. 

This was taken from my old template. Yang dah baca tu diam diam. :P

"Firstly, welcome to my blog where every post is a story full of crap by ME. For anyone who hates & dislike me or my post, you are welcome to leave a message. :) 

A little something bout me, I'm currently 21. Taking Diploma in Industrial Electronics, major in Process Instrumentation and Control at German - Malaysian Institute. Sorry maybe I am a shy guy, just maybe, who doesn't talk much to people whom I don't know or met in a few years. Sorry.

But once you get to know me, maybe I am a cheerful guy, who loves to laugh, who knew a bit how to make people laugh, maybe a good listener and even a guy who talks too much. Another thing, I'll be nice to people who are nice to me, but I won't be bad to people who disrespect me, even though I hate people who disrespect anyone. 

Just think positive and you'll be fine. :)"

Then I did talk a lil bit about my friends. So, start copying again. 

"Everyone I knew is my friend. I hate to have enemies. But if I don't like a person, I'll try to stay away. Not because I hate to see his/her face, but sincerely because I am afraid if he/she can't stand to see me. Maybe he/she can't focus on what they are really doing, because they're can't stop hating me. :)

I am really sorry for that. Everyone knew this, friends that are there when you're happy, is easy to find, but for a friend who'll always there when you're sad, when you need someone, who'll stay even when you are mad at them, who cares for you, is really hard to find. A friend who you can trust everything, is rare.

But luckily, I've got some great friends. These guys are trustworthy, but with different personalities. Super crazy, super cool, & super funny ! They're respectable. I trust some of my secrets to them, and they trust me. Some of these guys are teammates in DoTA. HAHA. Gamers. Can't describe more about them, because they're just great as they are.

I am grateful to have them as my friend. :) Sorry I can't put any pictures here, because later girls will ask me a lot about them. HAHA. Can't say anything about girls who knew me before, because they are all busy and got themselves boyfriends. I don't wanna ruin any relationship. I'll stay away. :)

However, I am still grateful for everything. All the guys and girls who knew me and respect me as I am, thank you, thank you so much. You guys are the best. :)"

But I did made something to describe my family. But, I guess its personal. Get to know me, and I'll let you know about them. Ayat bajet ni. >.<

I am grateful for all of this. Friends & family. I'm pretty much happy now. At least I'm doing my best to move on. On and on and on and on. :) 

And hey, semester 6 now. Its going to be over soon. Alaa diploma je punnnn. Lepasni nak sambung lagi. Dah terasa malas. hikhok.

Well I guess that's it for now. I'll try my best to at least post one stories each day. I used to love to write here. I'll love it again. :)

mohamad ariff bin mat piah. :)

Construction on site. :)

Simply wait.

one step to keep in faith.

Assalamualaikum.

People keeps on forgetting who and why they should do and become.
Well, it's quite natural.
Humans are supposed to be like that.
But, and there's always a reason why we as humans should change ourselves and be someone better.
We could almost hear these words most of the time,
"Just be yourself."
I would say yes, I'm being myself but it's not good enough.
My advice would be,
"Be yourself and don't stop to change yourself."

Yea laaa, kena la berubah jugak, kalau semua tak suka dengan diri kita, kita kena la ubah perangai yang buruk kepada yang baik, InsyaAllah orang akan senang dengan kita.
Tapi boleh ke kita jamin diri kita selamat andai kita dah berubah baik sekalipun ?
The answer is "NO".
Haaa, kan dah berbelit. Kita macamana sekalipun, orang tetap akan mengata pasal kita.
Kita tak mampu nak tutup mulut orang.
Tapi tak bermakna kita kena ikut apa diorang cakap dan jadi entah apa apa.
Be positive, listen and accept everything, just don't fight with them, but fight with yourself.
Be simple. :)

Alright, mukadimah je tadi tu. hikhik.

FUHH. Last semester. Semester 6.
Esok nak ambil result semester 5.
Rasa macam okay tak okay je, tapi tapi tapi, kena la positive !
InsyaAllah okay.
Lepas habis je diploma kat GMi ni, aku nak sambung degree pulak.
Ada rezeki aku akan ke luar negara. InsyaAllah.
Dah jadi impian dah cita cita aku untuk sambung belajar ke luar negara, walaupun cita cita yang tidak disengajakan. :D

Sesiapa ada idea tentang masalah tidur, harap boleh tolong aku.
Sebab sejak akhir akhir ni, aku rasa susah sangat nak tidur.
Mungkin sebab banyak habis masa cuti semester main game, duduk rumah, tapi waktu tidur aku macam tak cukup je, sebab memang susah nak tidur.
Nak bangun lagi lahh tak payah cerita.
Do help me.

Eh, it's already 3.30am, and I'm not even sleepy.

ariff.

i would just laugh.

Assalamualaikum.

Hello again after a few months.
Fuhhhh, berhabuk. Paham dah kenapa. 
Okay, well I'm here again, still alive, breathing.

Last few months have been hard on me, just plain hard.
I almost lost everything, my friends, family, and the girl I love.
Yet, I appreciate everything that had happened.
Too many conflicts and too many problems.
Still, I lost the dream girl of my life, but friends and family stayed.
"Maybe dream should stay as dream." Someone said this to me.
And everything is my fault.
But I never lost Him. :)

Nobody is perfect. Looking for one is like looking for star during the day.
Still, I'm hoping for that moment. :)

Pheww, mungkin seketika dah lega. 
Tapi terlalu banyak lagi masalah yang perlu dihadapi. 
Ujian dari-Nya yang tak terputus lagi. 
Allah hanya menguji diri ni. InsyaAllah akan ditempuhi dengan sebaiknya.

Okay ada sebab aku buka semula blog aku, ada orang stalk ! 
Shoot ! Tapi dia kata berblogging ni macam perempuan. 
So ? Sejujurnya aku respect matluthfi. Aku suka idea dia bila dia bervlogging.
Dan dia juga ada buat blog. Simple stories but it kept me thinking and wonder.
Yeah. He's kinda cool. :)
Nah link untuk blog matluthfi. http://www.matluthfi90.com
So buat diri anda yang suka sangat ber-Tumblr, shuh-shuh jangan hina blog. :P
I'm joking, just chill aight. :)

InsyaAllah akan ku post pelbagai lagi selepas ini.
Dan doakan yang terbaik untuk aku !
Macam-macam lagi nak tempuh ni. :)

ariff.