one step to keep in faith.

Assalamualaikum.

People keeps on forgetting who and why they should do and become.
Well, it's quite natural.
Humans are supposed to be like that.
But, and there's always a reason why we as humans should change ourselves and be someone better.
We could almost hear these words most of the time,
"Just be yourself."
I would say yes, I'm being myself but it's not good enough.
My advice would be,
"Be yourself and don't stop to change yourself."

Yea laaa, kena la berubah jugak, kalau semua tak suka dengan diri kita, kita kena la ubah perangai yang buruk kepada yang baik, InsyaAllah orang akan senang dengan kita.
Tapi boleh ke kita jamin diri kita selamat andai kita dah berubah baik sekalipun ?
The answer is "NO".
Haaa, kan dah berbelit. Kita macamana sekalipun, orang tetap akan mengata pasal kita.
Kita tak mampu nak tutup mulut orang.
Tapi tak bermakna kita kena ikut apa diorang cakap dan jadi entah apa apa.
Be positive, listen and accept everything, just don't fight with them, but fight with yourself.
Be simple. :)

Alright, mukadimah je tadi tu. hikhik.

FUHH. Last semester. Semester 6.
Esok nak ambil result semester 5.
Rasa macam okay tak okay je, tapi tapi tapi, kena la positive !
InsyaAllah okay.
Lepas habis je diploma kat GMi ni, aku nak sambung degree pulak.
Ada rezeki aku akan ke luar negara. InsyaAllah.
Dah jadi impian dah cita cita aku untuk sambung belajar ke luar negara, walaupun cita cita yang tidak disengajakan. :D

Sesiapa ada idea tentang masalah tidur, harap boleh tolong aku.
Sebab sejak akhir akhir ni, aku rasa susah sangat nak tidur.
Mungkin sebab banyak habis masa cuti semester main game, duduk rumah, tapi waktu tidur aku macam tak cukup je, sebab memang susah nak tidur.
Nak bangun lagi lahh tak payah cerita.
Do help me.

Eh, it's already 3.30am, and I'm not even sleepy.

ariff.

i would just laugh.

Assalamualaikum.

Hello again after a few months.
Fuhhhh, berhabuk. Paham dah kenapa. 
Okay, well I'm here again, still alive, breathing.

Last few months have been hard on me, just plain hard.
I almost lost everything, my friends, family, and the girl I love.
Yet, I appreciate everything that had happened.
Too many conflicts and too many problems.
Still, I lost the dream girl of my life, but friends and family stayed.
"Maybe dream should stay as dream." Someone said this to me.
And everything is my fault.
But I never lost Him. :)

Nobody is perfect. Looking for one is like looking for star during the day.
Still, I'm hoping for that moment. :)

Pheww, mungkin seketika dah lega. 
Tapi terlalu banyak lagi masalah yang perlu dihadapi. 
Ujian dari-Nya yang tak terputus lagi. 
Allah hanya menguji diri ni. InsyaAllah akan ditempuhi dengan sebaiknya.

Okay ada sebab aku buka semula blog aku, ada orang stalk ! 
Shoot ! Tapi dia kata berblogging ni macam perempuan. 
So ? Sejujurnya aku respect matluthfi. Aku suka idea dia bila dia bervlogging.
Dan dia juga ada buat blog. Simple stories but it kept me thinking and wonder.
Yeah. He's kinda cool. :)
Nah link untuk blog matluthfi. http://www.matluthfi90.com
So buat diri anda yang suka sangat ber-Tumblr, shuh-shuh jangan hina blog. :P
I'm joking, just chill aight. :)

InsyaAllah akan ku post pelbagai lagi selepas ini.
Dan doakan yang terbaik untuk aku !
Macam-macam lagi nak tempuh ni. :)

ariff.